Thursday, August 4, 2011

I will Forget You

4 AUGUST 2011

I will forget about you..If that's what you wanted so much..Maybe you think you can hide it, but that's prove it all..No matter how you hide it or..I don't know what's in your mind but, it's ok..I will try to forget you..Don't worry if this can help you, then I will do it from now on..just pray for it if this can help to less your burden..But I can't tell a lie about this that you should know, this is hard for me but don't worry, I will try to forget you...

I will...forget you...

I will forget you. Starting today,
I don't know you. I have never seen you.
We never even walked pass eachother.
I'm okay. I forgot everything. I'm happy with my busy life.
I've met a great person too.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can't even remember it, Oh.

# When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if it hurts now, it will hear a little later.
It will forget. I will too.

It's not difficult. I will forget everything after today.
I'm just getting used to my changed life. Oh~ No.

Love is always like this. It fades away after some time.
Can't even remember it. Yes~

# REPEAT

I will erase everything.
I definitely will.

When love goes away, another love comes again. It definitely will.
Even if tears fall now, I will smile a little later.
I will (now) forget you (now). Just like a wound heals...
I will. I will. I will forget you.

Park Shin Hye-I will forget you


ORIGINAL CN Blue

Friday, July 8, 2011

You've fallen for me...

08 JULY 2011

Have you heard the new Korean drama series Heartstrings?Well,currently I'm addicted to see this show,and I can't w8 to see the next episodes..R8 now I ha
ve watch episode 3..N my opinion, this drama is GREAT!!!Here the synopsis if u wanna know about it...I took this from dramawiki ok..Thanx..

Lee Shin is a university student majoring in modern music. He is also the vocalist and guitarist of the band "The Stupid." Shin is known for his good looks and strong passion for music, but in reality he is cold, lacks interest in anything unrelated to music and has neither dreams nor plans for the future. He initially likes Jung Yoon Soo, a dance professor at university, but this all changes when he meets Lee Kyu Won.

Lee Kyu Won is a bright and outgoing student who was born into a prestigious family and is majoring in traditional Korean instruments, especially the gayageum. Kyu Won's grandfather, Lee Dong Gun, is one of the top 3 traditional musicians of his age and his biggest wish is to see his granddaughter become a traditional music prodigy. Trying to live up to her grandfather's expectations, Kyu Won immerses herself in training and becomes a university student who knows nothing outside of her studies. As her friends are fans of "The Stupid", she was forced to go to the band's concert with them. There she saw Lee Shin performing live, and is immediately captivated by him.

Here are the main character of this drama..If u like to watch You're Beautiful, I'm sure you would love both actors..And if you wanna find out about other actors in this drama, you can search in dramawiki...


Jung Yong Hwa as Lee Shin

Park Shin Hye as Lee Kyu Won


Here you can listen to one of it's OST..

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Come back to reality



30 JUN 2011

Well, here I am..I'm back to my reality..Its been for a while t
hou..Now I'm awake from my sweet dreams and now I enter the reality in my life..And now I felt the pain back..It was great back then,yes I can't tell lie but now when I pinch myself, then I feel the pain and it give marks..n yet, I realize that dream won't last I'm sure and it started back just like before..Well, yes that is life r8?


Thank you so much..If it wasn't for you,my dream would not be very sweet..Thou it just like a dream but I felt the warm in it..Thanks..I won't forget it..Now when I return back, I just cannot believe I cry with happiness..Maybe its kindda weird and maybe you thin
k this is a lie but no..Its not.When I woke up, tears are falling, I know I felt sad that It won't come last..but then I realize, its a dream that last forever in my heart n it won't faded away and always be in my memory..That happiness, your smile everything..from the moment that we spent together until the time when my eyes open out from that dream..Thank you again..I can feel everything because of you, the happiness, the sadness, the pain, the joy, the warm and everything..Thanks for that time..That dream will never be forgotten..

PLEASE..
Here are the translation for this song from Kim Hyun Joong..

Hey Yeah

I was intoxicated so I cried
I waited for you in front of your house
With the light off, I entered the house
I saw you and him and I choked on my breath
Eyes were fixed and you kissed
You embraced him and fell asleep

I really hate you
I bite my lips and swallow my tears
I stood there like a crazy person

To me, it’s still only you
Forever, it’s you
With bursting tears as I collapse, I call out,
I call out for you

I just don’t get it, get it,
Why don’t you get it, get it,
Please, if you look at him, don’t smile
Please don’t kiss him
Cuz you’re the cheater, a liar,
and a killer

When I close my eyes, Baby
I think I’m still at your side
Your breath, your love are inside me
I tightly hold you so you can’t escape
Because it rains, the separation is all washed away
I want those memories to disappear
Into the darkness, into a further place,
Please take away my painful tears

To me, it’s still only you
Forever, it’s you
With bursting tears,
As I collapse, I call out,
I call out for you

I just don’t get it, get it,
Why don’t you get it, get it,
Please, if you look at him, don’t smile
Please don’t kiss him
Cuz you’re the cheater, a liar,
and a killer

Between the spreading tobacco smoke
You disperse
You become more deeply etched in white
I can’t forget you

Oh Girl

Come back to me
Shouting like crazy, I love only you
It was wrong to let go of you
Regretfully, I beg
I beg

I just don’t get it, get it,
Why can’t you get it, get it,
Please, don’t embrace in his arms
Please don’t love him
Cuz you’re the cheater, a liar,
and a killer

Oh Baby, I need you
You took my love
and killed it girl
You took my love
You took my love
and killed it girl
You took my love
and killed it girl

Don’t do it this way
You took my love
and killed it girl
Why my heart cries
Oh Girl, (It’s) like you killed me
You took my love
and killed it girl
Baby you killed it

Please don’t leave me



Friday, April 15, 2011

You're The Best Of My Life

15 APRIL 2011...

Who says that love is blind?Well,I do..Love is blind or are we blind about love? Hm..When u fell in love, u won't care about their looks, how they talk and etc..Why?Because love is blind..Is it?Well, I still want to discover about love.I have been fall for someone,but still,is it love?We still think he or she just perfect for us although they have a lot weakness and so on..and we still accept them because of who they are not what they are..Because love is blind? In this world a lot of things we have to discover..So r8 now..I still want to discover about love..Well,when u love someone,accept them this include accept their weakness and accept who they are..Be there for him or her when they need u..Here is one of my favorite video and it is kindda sweet thou.. from Lee Hyun..You're the best of my life... Saranghae!!!

I didn’t believe in love until today
That must be a reason for me being more alert today
You’re the best at hiding your feelings
I didn’t even know you were in pain
I feel like my heart will explode
And my tears keep on falling

You’re the best at hiding your feelings
I didn’t even know you were in pain
I feel like my heart will explode
And my tears keep on falling
I want to see you, I think I’m going to die

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are
You’re the best in my life

Although there’s nothing that I did for you willingly
You didn’t leave when I threw you away
You have a great personality
And a great temper
You loved me without lying
The more I see you, the more I value you
I’m so stupid to throw you away, now I miss you

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are
You’re the best in my life

I know I’m not the best person
Although I told you never to come back
If you give me one more chance, I can do better
Can you believe me and come back

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are
You’re the best in my life

You’re the best in my life
Of all the people I know
For not being able to see this person,
I must have been crazy
I didn’t even know how I felt
I can’t live if you’re not near me
I know now how important you are
You’re the best in my life





Thursday, April 7, 2011

In Memory

7 APRIL 2011

In memory..Yes..R8 now I want to translate it in Malay..Hri tu 3 APRIL..My mom call me time maghrib hri tu,then dia ckp,atuk aku dlm hospital..Aku trdiam,aku tnya atuk aku ok x?Dia pngsan ke?Mak aku ckp,dia ok,jgn rsau..Hti aku rsa lain,lps tu bla da hbis kol aku trus pgi fac..Bwat kja CAD..Aku nk bwat slide show dierang plak bwat msh bz ng part msing2..Jdi aku bz ng slide show..Dn tme tu,mlm tu kol 12 lbih tgh mlm..Mak aku kol ckp,ikah,pak nek dah x da lgi..Aku trdiam,jntung aku pn brdegup ng kuat skli..Aku rsa kosong sngt..Apa bnda pn aku x dpt nk pkir da tme tu..Mak aku ckp,die sruh aku kol mak cik aku,sruh aku blik..Aku hnya diam je..Mak aku plak cpat2 hntikan kol..Aku plak trdiam..otak blank je..Aku tgk abg angkt aku asip..Die tnya knpa adik?Aku trus geleng..Lps tu diam blik..Aku pnggil die lgi..Aku nk die tman aku kluar jap..Aku diam je lps tu..Abg aku plak tnung aku dri tepi..Lps tu aku trus ckp,atuk aku da xde..Abg aku trkjut..Aku ckp die bru nggal dn lps tu aku trus ngis..X dpt than..Sblm tu tme aku nk gi fac,aku tringt dn tbe2 trbyng yg mgkin atuk aku akn pgi n x sngka..Ianya btul2 trjdi..Aku mkin rse trkilan..Npa la aku blh pkir mcm tu kn?Aku ngis..Tp aku x nk mraung..Aku than tp aku ttap mngis..Asip trus pnggil liya..Liya kluar dri klas aku tgk die aku trus pluk..Liya trus usap blkang aku n ckp kta2 smngt..Aku rpat jgak ng atuk aku tu..Klu sllu die msti ckp,aku la satu2 nya cucu yg msuk U yg blh dharap..Die nk sngt aku bntu mak bpak aku..Dpt la hdup snang..N die pn tmpang gmbira..Aku ingt lgi thun lps die ada ckp,kah,ble lgi nk blik Miri..Aku ckp,thun dpn nek..Die ckp lme lgi tu,ntah smpat ke x die blh tgk aku lgi..Tme tu aku trsentak,aku ckp,nnti aku akn dtg jmpa die jgak..Ofcourse msti dpt jmpa pnya..Aku ckp kt atuk aku jgn la ckp mcm tu..Lps tu die ulang lgi,ckp sruh aku bljar rjin2..Nk hrapkn cucu die yg len,ntah dpt ke x msuk U die pn x tahu..Die ckp tnggl aku ng Syaza la hrpan die..Cucu die yg msuk U..Aku diam je tme tu..Sdih aku dgr bla die ckp mcm tu..Aku cucu die yg ke 3 pling tua..2 lgi x de msuk U dn aku la yg prtma dpt msuk U..Die gmbra sngt..Aku ingt lgi die thu apa fav mknn aku bla dtg kmpung..Aku ingt lgi die sllu kluar rmah tgk2 kn kwsan rmah die..Die tnung aquarium ikan die..Die dduk sorg2..X tau apa yg die fkir..Aku sdih sngt bla dgr crte2 kazen aku tme die sakit kt hsptal..Dierng smpat jgak tgk arwah..Aku sdih sngt bla dgr dierng ckp nenek aku tdo sblh myat arwah..Dierng tgk kt tpi tngga pn ngis..Aku dgr apa yg trjdi tme aku xde kt stu..Sdih sngt..Tp kte sbg mnusia hnya mmpu brdoa dn sntiasa brdoa utk org yg dh xde..Hargaila org yg kte syg..Jgala mreka sbaik2nya..Jgn la nnti kte mnyesal di lain hri..Al-Fatihah bwat arwah pak nek ku..Haji Isah Bin Abas..U always be in my heart and in my memory..I luv u always Pak nek...Dlam kngan..




Saturday, April 2, 2011

Believe It Or Not..

2 APRIL 2011

Ok here..I look trough my friend's profile and I saw this picture..OMG!!She is so cute!!OMG!!I can't believe this!!This is not a girl!This is a guy!!Dude..She was a dude b4!!But still,she I mean he is so beautiful..Well yes!!I adore this guy or she..or girl or Man?!!!Well, I adore she or he is so beautiful la..Heyy...Prmpuan pn x scntik dia la kn?Can't believe it ooo!!! Have you heard about this name?Nong Poy..Yes,an actress and she is born as a guy b4 and now he became she..But stillll,she is quiet faymes lorr... But I just found out about this actress more like today..So..want to know about Noy?Here are some of her picture..Can't believe it?Well,I also can't believe it..

Me:Ckin ckin...cba ko tgk ni..cantik x?

Ckin:Waa...Cantik!!Cute nya..
Me:Ckin ko nk tau x..Ni llaki la bkan prmpuan..
Ckin:Huh??!!!(Trnganga skjap)




Lawa kan?Percaya x?Sngt comel !!Tgk2 mcm Agnes pn ada gak!!Hua3~~
Ni gambar sblum die jdi prmpuan ye..




CERITA pasal DIA..:

Saknarin Marnyaporn (Thai: น้องปอย ,born October 5, 1986), better known by the names Nong Poy or Treechada is a Thai actress and model. Born biologically male, Poy underwent sex reassignment surgery at age 17.
As a child, Poy saw herself as a girl, but in front of her parents, she had to pretend and live as a male. She felt disgusted by her male genitals, so at the age of 17, she underwent sex reassignment surgery and since then, she has said that she feels as if she has been reborn.

At age 19, Poy won the Miss Tiffany's 2004 and Miss International Queen 2004. Soon after, Poy appeared in the 2005 music video Mai Chai Poo Chai (I'm Not a Man) by Doo Ba Doo. Since then, Poy has been renowned throughout Thailand. Soon after, Poy appeared in several Thai television series such as Rak Ther Took Wan (Love You Every Day) and Muay Inter (The Chinese Girl).

She is currently studying at Faculty of Law, Assumption University.

I took this info from Wiki..
Gosh!!Juzz believe it..

PS:Sbgai hamba Allah,kita knalah bersyukur dgn apa yg kita ada..Jgn la kta mngubah apa yg sdah diberikan kpada kita krana itu haram!!Ucapla Alhamdulillah yee... :)

Friday, April 1, 2011

Let's Break Up

1 ARIL 2011

Now, Im a bit busy lorr..Can't update my blog much..But still here I am,visiting my own blog.As u can see, my title is let's break up..Not me la..I never been in relationship..But this is a song that I wanted to search so much..This is all because my kazz la..Hehe..

Syaza:La la la la la..
Me: Syaza, ya lagu Lee Seung Ki kn? apa nmanya? (Syaza,that is Lee Seung Ki's song r8? What is the song name?)
Syaza stares at me and said..

Syaza:La la la la la..Hahahaha...
Me:Cis..!!

Well,thats how it end up..I wanted to know this song but yet,I don't know the answer..N today,I search for it and I found it..R8 now I've been busy with test,presentation and mini project..Gosh!!This is so much..So, here listen to this song..:)) for U guys...

Saturday, March 5, 2011

1 whole day,a disaster day!!

5 MARCH 2011


This is not the day that I had a nightmare..But it happened on 3
MARCH..Well,here the story..It goes when I woke up late that day..The night before,I was watching videos, n slept very late..Hee~~But thats not the point..The day after that,yes,the 3rd March..Everything went totally wrong..On that day,suppose I have only 1 class.Yes,only one class for this 1 day..Then,after I woke up,n bla bla bla..Finish everything,n Im totally clean..so I went to buy food wif Liya..There..b4 went out from our house,my tudung went wrong...Grrrr!!!What's up wif that tudung..Grrr...Then,even my blouse went wrong...Gosh!!Why were everything went wrong...Then,I wanted to put my lens on..N yes!!It went wrong too..I kept blinking my eyes..N still,I felt uncomfortable wif this lens..Heisshhh!!!I hate it..It made me go out late..Then,I bare wif it..Still,that lens made me mad!!!!Then,I bought my food,n ate it n we went to the fac..Its only me n Liya..Liya always kept quiet along the way to my fac..Even I caught on a jam..Gosh!!Why everything went wrong for this 1 day..Then,parking..Thank God,Mawar open..If not,Im sure get really mad..Parking.Heyy,parking also full!! Fuuhh!!Good,theres one..Then,we went to the fac walking,across the road..N arrrrggghhh!!!This lens made me angry!!Along the way,I kept making noise..Heiissshhh!!!N oh no!!!Why in the world I met with that guy??!!!Oh,hope that he won't notice me..FACT:That guy that I refer to is someone that is the same lab class with me..n he always bully me..Not really bully BULLY..Just,he really kindda annoying..I dont hate him anyway..He just someone annoying thats all..Nsb baik ko hnsem...X la sngt...Hua3~~Ehh..He had his hair cut la..Ok la tu..
Back to the point,well,he didn't see me that 1 day..N syuku
rla..If not,hbs la dia..When someone kacau me,n on that day,I totally upside down,then ofcourse,that person gonna be upside down jgak..Then,suddenly,Liya turned back and looked at me..

Liya:Ko nk pgi klas ke?

N on that day,I answered..NO!!!Even Liya don't want to go to the class..S
he also don't have mood to attend it..Hehehe..Amma pnyelamat ku.. :)
Then,we went to the cafe 2..N I bought teh ais to cool down
my mood..That's how we cool down when we felt mad..There also some other ways to cool down yourself,if u are in a very bad mood..Here my tips for u..

1.Have a cold drink..Choose drinks that u really like,and cho
ose drinks that is sweet..

2.If u felt really angry,ur body will feel very hot,even ur mind also HOT..So,u should take a bath or shower to cool u down..

3.For Muslims people,we know that,if u feel mad,take wudhuk, and read Al-Quran..U will feel relieved that way..

4.Zikir..Along my way to fac,that day,I always think about Allah..N it helped me to feel a bit cool down..

Well,all my tips is something that I prefer to do..Well,different people have their own ways..But hope this can help u also.. :)

Then,after taking some rest since it was really tiring day..Penat nek bukit tu..So,Liya told me to buy a new contact lens..N it is very comfortable to wear..


Then,we went to SACC..n bought it..n I felt ok..n that night,my broadband plak bwat hal..Heishh..This entire day for this one day..Always make me angry..Then,I closed my laptop,n I went to sleep..Then, END..